every picture tells a story.

i am so off-track. i cannot seem to focus. i feel like i just want to lay in my bed forever. (good idea stirling). speaking of which. i've decided stirling is really sexy. even if he is number 12's best friend. well, actually i always thought he was sexy, he is a cowboy after all. i was looking at his pictures from christmas and f me does he look good. and i mean drool good. like i have been creeping so much lately because he looks THAT good. i miss the days when i could dream about boys and eat as much junk food as i want and just play soccer and have sleepovers and just live the life. we talked till 4am and it was always comforting because that feeling, the everything is going to be okay feeling, was always there.