you always told me to be honest.

as i said before i am not a very demanding person. but i demand honesty. i don't think that asking for the truth, no matter how cold, hard or painful it is; is really too much to ask. and for all of you people who think that by lying you're protecting my feelings; you aren't. i am going to find out. for one, this is a very small town. and just because you don't live here anymore, doesn't mean people don't have my back. i am pretty well friends with most people and maybe it's because i can hear the truth and just accept it or maybe it's the fact i'm approachable, i don't know whatever it is, people tell me things. secrets, insecurities, failures, dreams, mistakes. i hear about it all and you yourself know that.