i really don't know what to think. i mean he is sending me some crazily mixed signals. and i just wonder if it's cause he is the exact same as me. unsure and scared. he doesn't want to get hurt again and neither do i. and i think that's why he says things like he does. to make it like he doesn't care when he has already shown me he does. i think he knows he can say anything and i'll still care because i know he's him. and that's enough for me. we both know it's there and we are both so afraid to admit it because that would mean that there's a chance we could get hurt. i know he's going to force me to say something first. it's who he is and especially after last time. he needs me to step up. i just don't know.
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