You deserve it.

Dear self,
Find the strength to be strong. Stay busy. Think about yourself. You are strong and intelligent and independent. You can do it without him. So now, take the time. Be busy. Pack without him. Shop without him. Move without him. Let him make the effort. Let him offer to help. You have more than enough on your plate without worrying how he feels. You don't need to find out how he is or if he likes your furniture. This is about you. He already told you he likes what you've chosen so far. This is a chance for him to make the effort to support you. Let him. You will be okay without him. I promise. This place, it's everything that you wanted. You're the one who's worked for it. You're the one who has spent the last few months preparing to make it all yours. You can do this on your own. It's what you promised yourself. You promised yourself you'd do it alone. So do it. All of it. Make everything yours and don't wait for anybody else's opinion. You have the opportunity to make it yours and make it beautiful and make it everything you've ever wanted. So do it. For you, because you deserve it.
Love,
self.