late night thoughts.

I feel like I just want to experience what it's like to be with someone else. What it's like to date another boy and be in a relationship with another boy. This is so unnerving and so unnatural for me. The thought of even considering someone else is daunting to me. But I know that it's what I need. I need to experience someone else. I need to experience who I am with someone else. I want to experience who I am with someone else.