dear s, this is specifically for you!

despite the fact my opinion doesn't really matter, i figured i'd tell you anyways.
i think you're really strong and really brave. i think that your breakdowns are honest and that it's inspiring that you actually acknowledge and face them. i think it's incredible that you and c are still together. i mean i probably couldn't do it and at first i thought you were crazy for even attempting it, but i understand why you are and i think it's really cool.
i mean i know that the boy i really like (love's a strong word for me) is less than two hours away and i go for only a few weeks without seeing him and i hate it. we aren't even dating (this is an entirely different conversation) but i miss him a ridiculous amount when i'm not with him. i miss that i know he can just make everything okay and has for the last year. i feel a tiny piece of what you face every day and i just wanted you to know that you are a very strong girl and you should be proud of it.
most importantly, believe it.