Reflection.

I just read an article about suicide. It's crazy you know, how someone can be in that place. I suppose for me it's harder to understand that I was in that place. I have attempted suicide and I think what is difficult for me now is accepting that I was once so immature and cowardly to let myself get to that place when there are so many resources for feeling that way. I'm grateful that I was unsuccessful. I am so happy to have lived and loved and to feel the way that I do about the beauty of life.