Today I did pretty well on my reminiscent drive back to RD. I listened to some music because it felt right and I wanted to see how I would react. How incredibly fucked am I to ~test~ myself and my feelings. I did well except for a few songs. Austin by Blake Shelton of course got me and Need You Now by Lady Antebellum got me. I almost lost it during All Too Well by Taylor Swift too. You know it's cruel that I do this to myself but maybe in some fucked up way it's therapeutic. You know, realizing how strong I am now compared to then when I bawled through the entire CD and the entire drive home.
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