What the faaack

I had the world's most fucked up dream last night. Like actually. I dreamed that sofaking came to one of my family functions, came inside with all these papers and a little book all highlighted to shit. He made me come outside with him and was like let's take a walk. He asked if it was cool if KM came because she was in the car and I was like uhh I'd rather not she didn't seem too impressed with me the last two times I saw her,understandably. 

So we took a walk to some university or place with like 8 million stairs and walked to the very top because we figured no one would be there. There was so many people we kept moving to different spaces. 

Then he starts talking to me and apologizing to me and explaining stuff about what happened with us. He had me like reading passages from this book and reading about the genealogy of my name and stuff and I was like wtf. Hahaha 

There was no real resolution but he was talking about like our nicknames for each other and stuff and I was so confused. He apologized to me for completely dropping our friendship after going through so much and being so close. He said he had to do it for KM and he realized how immature it was for her to give an ultimatum even given the circumstances and for him to follow her. 

I never really know what to think when I have dreams about him. It's like steps of closure if that makes sense. It's like I know that I am never ever going to understand his side d what happened in real life so my subconscious needs some sort of closure, some sort of understanding.