only 2 more days.

i hate this place. at the same time i love this place. i love a select few people and i love that this is home. but i hate this place and most of the people here. they are so immature and catty and just so unbelievably high school. i can't explain it any other way. i just can't comprehend the way that people treat other people, the way they treat their so-called "friends". come on. let's face it, most of us are not going to be friends forever, we didn't have anything in common in high school other than a friend or two and a class together. we weren't best friends with each other and we never will be. some we were best friends with but we aren't anymore. that's called life, people grow apart. i hate this town because i feel like everybody here, everybody that goes to rdc is just living in highschool, only all 3 combined. i don't understand why people are trying so hard to impress others. i'm so frusterated because in high school i was friends with most people. i got along with everybody and i pleased everyone to the best of my ability. i can't do it anymore. i like who i am. and if you don't well it's just too bad that you're so arrogant that you can't even be respectful of someone who is different than you. i can't even imagine being someone like that, someone that can't appreciate someone different than them. we've all been through different things, some of us more than others but we don't know what's happened to somebody to make them the way they are or how hard or easy their life has been. i just don't ever want to be one of those people. and i'm sorry that most of the people in this town will stay exactly the way they are forever. they won't ever grow or improve or get over themselves. it's sad really that they will live in this little bubble for their entire lives and never be anything.