i bet you won't believe this.

i actually really like fashion. shocking as it may be. i don't dress the way i'd like to partly because well, i'm from rd and when i wear a sweatervest and polo to something not considered 'a formal event' i get looked at like i'm a crazy person. that's the thing about rd, if you have any fashion sense whatsoever, you're either "one of those girls" (ie. you are presumed as a weirdo when really you just actually know what fashion is) or you're extremely overdressed. for a while i wanted to be a fashion designer, i drew up sketches and wanted to design clothes that fit bodies that weren't a size 00 or a size 24. clothes that fit people with 'normal' bodies, bodies with imperfections. clothes that emphasize the imperfections that somebody loves about us. the girls who don't look good in half the clothes on the shelf because their body has curves in unexpected places. i'd love to do that. however, i rarely try to dress the way i want. the things i like, because they don't look good on me. oh well, what can you do.