i'm pretty sure sunshine's in maui; or at least he will be in the next day or two. that' s surprisingly hard for me. i haven't spoken to him in just under a month. so basically now we're at about two and a half months; seeing each other one day and speaking four ish times. i'm doing really well i'm happy without him but it's hard. it's hard to be in the christmas spirit when i'm used to having difficulty saying goodbye for a few weeks. there was no goodbye. it was just done; i just ended it. and now i have no idea whether i miss him, the friendship, or if i'm just reminiscing on things that are gone.
are we just holding on to things that we don't have any more?
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